Bird's Bones Make No Awful Noise

Tried a screenshot capture but didn't work out so well, but as I type this sentence this headline is on the front of Your Fucking Washington Post

SANTORUM APPEARS ON OBAMA'S RADAR

Oh no! Obama's radar! One needs ask how it got there.

Speaking of shitty, the FBI could set-up some fuckwit named Billy Bob and arrest him near the White House for propaganda if they wanted, you know?

• Is it my imagination, or has blooger and/or firefox turned skeevy since that massive midweek windows update? All three machines - home PC, laptop, work PC, are for shit.
• Good day to be a Marylander.
• Why America keeps getting more conservative.
• Sex, Frothy, conservative imagination.
• Frothy!
• Jebmentum!
• Because if a Republican wins the White House then Limbaugh loses power, that's why. It's not more complicated than that.
• Greenwald picks a fight. There's no update yet, so the billionaire's lawyers must not yet have responded. They'd be smart to eat their anger and shut up.
• Is it a fishcicle?
• It's A.R. Ammons birthday! More later today, I betcha.
• Hilary Mantel (and others) on historical fiction. I'm debating rereading Wolf Hall a third time before the sequel comes out this May.
• Or I could read Beckett.
• Speaking of reading, I'm halfway through Marcus' Flame Alphabet and.... meh. It's not that it's bad though it is unpleasant, it's not that I don't buy the conceit though it is absurd, it's.... 
• Woke up with this in my head:

THE CITY LIMITS

A.R. Ammons

When you consider the radiance, that it does not withhold
itself but pours its abundance without selection into every
nook and cranny not overhung or hidden; when you consider

that birds' bones make no awful noise against the light but
lie low in the light as in a high testimony; when you consider
the radiance, that it will look into the guiltiest

swervings of the weaving heart and bear itself upon them,
not flinching into disguise or darkening; when you consider
the abundance of such resource as illuminates the glow-blue

bodies and gold-skeined wings of flies swarming the dumped
guts of a natural slaughter or the coil of shit and in no
way winces from its storms of generosity; when you consider

that air or vacuum, snow or shale, squid or wolf, rose or lichen,
each is accepted into as much light as it will take, then
the heart moves roomier, the man stands and looks about, the

leaf does not increase itself above the grass, and the dark
work of the deepest cells is of a tune with May bushes
and fear lit by the breadth of such calmly turns to praise.

Shred of Gale

What the hell was that, K asked me first thing at Thursday Night Pints re: whatever I was doing here yesterday. They've been told stories of King of Anarchist, I told them the latest, something shitty towards me, something obnoxious to a newby: nothing new, it's just that as POTUS 12 ramps up to unimaginable depths of tribal lunacy those of us screaming about tribal lunacy will be triply ignored so we'll scream at everyone else in our tribe triply viciously. That was yesterday's (meaning Tuesday's) piss-off, today's (meaning yesterday's) was I needed some lame what-the-fuck, make me giggle, alienate the readers by not only denying them their daily aggregator but by giffing them XYZ and music in a lame-ass full page stunt. The best way to quit POTUS 12 would be to quit blogging, said L. I know, I said. You'd read and write more if you quit, said D. I know, I said. Look at you smile, said K, you're proud of that page, there's no way in hell you'll quit. I know, I said.

• It still exists, just over here.
• Fred Hiatt praises the Park Police.
• The politics of the super rich.
• Of course Obama's gonna win.
• Unzipped.
• That's what the new breed says.
• The uses of a long GOP campaign.
• On Masters of the Uterus. It's not so much I've been avoiding the topic as much as what is there to say, though I will add that if the economic outlook vis a vis Obama's reelection was trending down instead of up the motherfucking GOP wouldn't be goading the motherfucking crackers and christers so hard.
• Notes on feminism and and reproductive power.
• Missing hammer.
• Kundera, economics, psychotic reasoning.
• Worst of the worst.
• Snore.
• For the record, it worked.
• I don't begrudge the $2.
• On Lisa Robertson re: feminism, marxism, poetry.
• Hard to find Robertson poetry on web, don't have my books with me as I type this, will post some in the days to come.
• The Weather: A Report on Sincerity.

EVERYTHING

Wislawa Szymborska
Translated by Clare Cavanagh and Stanislaw Baranczak

Everything -
a smug and bumptious word.
It should be written in quotes.
It pretends to miss nothing,
to gather, hold, contain, and have.
While all the while it's just
a shred of gale

First, It's Just the Faces Disappearing

• Blogsick and blogpissed. Fuck it. Not here, not elsewhere. 
• Regardless, enjoy the new Tindersticks! Is excellent.
• Totem and taboo.
• I hope the Nobel committee strips Obama of his peace prize for his warmongering because I want to see what conservatives, who were furious Obama received it, do and say when Obama's punished for being as big a war-criminal as the conservatives want to be.
• Chasing the bone off the porch.
• Confederacy-light.
• Of course the decline is real and self-inflicted.
• I caught five minutes of the fuckwitted Tom Ashbrook interviewing Charles Murray and Joan Walsh last night, and if Ashbrook and Walsh are our designated Liberal intellectuals, sooooo fucked.

  

• I permit myself a gif.
• Don't tweet about this.
• If you see Richard H Bradley today, tell him to fuck himself.
• Did you know Washington DC is run by clowns?
• Did you know Washington DC has a professional soccer team?
• Scattered post-mortem thoughts on Mike Kelley.
• Beckett, for those of you who do.
• O! My mood needed this: one of my favorite books, scheduled to be reread later this year, early next year. Remember when Antonia tried to set Maqroll on fire and then stole his gold? Good times.
• Waiting for Wotan, the never-ending saga.
• Stream a Marissa Nadler song.

LANDSCAPE WITH FIGURES PARTIALLY ERASED

D.A. Powell

First, it's just the faces disappearing.
Because, deflected, as the faces long have been,
with their hunched trunks
and mercilessly twisted necks,
they can only be regarded from a ground's-eye view.

The bellwort tips its fallow head down
in the hot tomato field. The green snake rests
beneath the green leaves, and the air is toast.
Diesel tractors grind to the frontage and idle there,
their heads bowed, too, like giant wooden horses
meant to sack an unsuspecting city.
Down come the earthen walls.

My father used to pour libations onto the ground
from the gas pump's nozzle, and I'd swirl
its iridescence, respire it into my lung's core,
so woozy, so sick, and awed by the vapors.
Fire beguiled me, too. As did the concept of force.

Whole villages burned in a single spritz.
Even now the past gets altered. We forget
because our friends won't suffer that subject again.
Because the students tap their pens uncomfortably,
look around to see if anyone else is taken in.
That's when we figure it's best to make a joke.

I've wandered, now, from the corrugated sheds,
with people half in and half out of nuclear range.
My retention of the facts is not a silo.
Even if it were, some disrepair gets fallen into.
I like to think we dismantle thought
as much as tortuous thought dismantles us.

I have seen sharp men lose limbs. Women too.
A hand pulled off, conveyed into the hopper.
But these were country matters.
Like frilled silhouettes of flowering wild carrot,
white against the mackerel white sky,
the texture is imperishable, the details

so far off. These bodies: their contours
uncertain. Just a general cast to the light.

No Layoff from This Condensery

I was going to write about how Occupy may not be dead but its death watch sucks, the return of King of Anarchists, the contests of who gets to say who's to blame that Occupy failed, who's anarchier than thou, I swear, if Corporate had a malicious sense of humor I could believe it kicked over the anthill just to watch the ants scramble to kill each other, but I've a delightful bleggal dilemma: I created a new category for the twelve hour overnight what-the-fuck posts that (more frequently than ever) appear then disappear, what do I do if people comment, as two (so far as I type this) did with last night's? Nothing demands more rigorous self-regulation than wanton what-the-fuckness in my universe: henchforth, any WTF12HRMAX post will be deleted in the morning unless it has received comments in which case it will be kept as will the WTF12HRMAX tag even though the post's lifespan exceeds the 12 hour maximum, though that night's header disappears. And yes, The Necks (and Lorine Niedecker) rule:

• Concerning Occupy and Black Bloc.
• Occupy prepares for what's next.
• The closest of strangers.
• The end of Wall Street as they knew it.
• Pied Cow cops.
• Greek fire.
• Nightmare without limits.
• New American way of war.
• Israel and proxy terrorism.
• Don' nobody deserve nuthin'.
• Pastor Sanctimonious violates his church's prohibitions on onanism.
• Hair of the dog that turned hair of the dog.
• Valentine's Day for bitchez.
• Beckett, for those of you who do.
• Beefheart festival? I'll play.
• Another new Chuck Prophet song.

Poet's Work

Lorine Niedecker

Grandfather
         advised me:
                   Learn a trade

I learned
          to sit at a desk
                    and condense

No layoff
          from this
                    condensery

Mndy Nght, Nw Ctgry, Lbm Cn't Stp Lstnng, Ndckr Pm

[THE RADIO TALK THIS MORNING]

Lorine Niedecker

The radio talk this morning
was of obliterating
the world

I notice fruit flies rise
from the rind
of the recommended
melon

Sixty-Two Today

I know Gabriel pisses me off now - his last two albums are shameless - but most of Gabriel's Genesis and his first four and a half solo albums were daily soundtrack for a decade and a half, and November 14, 1982, Warner Theater, holyfuck, one of best nights of my life. Passed him forward on his way back to the stage.

In Aisle and Arch the Satin Secret Collects

Two hours Saturday, those boxes, that toy. Happiest cat I've ever. I've no idea why white-noise white-noised Stanley's purrs and trills the last 45 seconds, apologies.

Also too, the below is officially now this blog's Official Theme Song 5, I must have listened to it 25 times since I posted it and harder not faster, yo. I'm also petitioning the judge of my conscience to change the Shitty Desert Island Five game into the Shitty Desert Island Six game while I'm also petitioning the judge of my conscience throw out that motion, Yo La Tengo either becomes the fourth permanent member of the Shitty Desert Island Five or, if I want two rotation spots but want Yo La Tengo a permanent member kick out Kate Bush or Pere Ubu/David Thomas or Guided by Voices or shut the fuck up. I am also petitioning the judge of my conscience to ignore my obsessive/compulsive need to impose order and categories on the things that give me pleasure in response to my resentment at the imposition of order and categories on me by power that pisses me off. It's a feature of my training, not a bug.

• On technology and the classless society.
• Anarchism and teaching.
• The self-manufacturing of Romney. I confess, what bothers me the most about Romney is that he looks like Bryan Ferry.
• New Obama cinema?
• Bleggalgazing.
• Bleggalgazing.
• Kansas City Wizard fans called their renamed team the Sporks?
• The punk films of Amos Poe.
• Everybody thinks I'm a raincloud.
• God, I love Yo La Tengo.

[I rose from marsh mud]

Lorine Niedecker

I rose from marsh mud,
algae, equisetum, willows,
sweet green, noisy
birds and frogs

to see her wed in the rich
rich silence of the church,
the little white slave-girl
in her diamond fronds.

In aisle and arch
the satin secret collects.
United for life to serve
silver. Possessed.

I'm Pillowed and Padded, Pale and Puffing

Any chance to play that I will, and my new policy of what the fuck, it's the weekend lends itself as well as the fact that Leslie Nielsen was born eighty-six years ago today, so. Yes, the fonts have changed, it was a total fuck-up, I was trying to do something else with the overnight header and fucked something up in blooger and couldn't find what I had, so 13-point Times New Roman from now until I fuck that up. This is of course an opening to further bleggalgazing, of which, lordy, I've satchels full, but instead, also too, the best joke ever:

• Pathologizing and privatizing Occupy.
• Occupy DC and its eviction.
• The Afghanistan report the Pentagon doesn't want you to read.
• The noise made by people.
• Are Americans done w/mcmansions? The ass building one behind us isn't.
• It takes no imagination to bet that Niall Ferguson is quite probably as insufferable an asshole as humanity can produce, and by all accounts it's true.
• It takes no imagination to bet that Andrew Breitbart is quite probably as insufferable an asshole as humanity can produce, and - HEH! - by all video accounts it's true.
• Romney praises himself as "severely cracker." It takes no imagination to be that Romney is quite probably as insufferable an asshole as humanity can produce, and by all accounts it's true.
• Frothy surges to 15 point national lead!
• The new improved no-more-tears drone!
• The chardonnay socialist. 
• The school man.
• Pied Cow partisan.
• Contemporary poetry and the aesthetics of failure.
• Poet's Work.
• Krapp's Last Tape.
• On the Japanese documentary, Godspeed You! Black Emperor. I know what CD's I'm digging out for the weekend.

[What Horror to Awake at Night]

Lorine Niedecker

What horror to awake at night

and in the dimness see the light.

               Time is white

               mosquitoes bite

I’ve spent my life on nothing.

The thought that stings. How are you, Nothing,

sitting around with Something’s wife.

               Buzz and burn

               is all I learn

I’ve spent my life on nothing.   

I’m pillowed and padded, pale and puffing

lifting household stuffing—

               carpets, dishes

               benches, fishes

I’ve spent my life on nothing.

Know Amazedly How Often One Takes His Madness into His Own Hands and Keeps It

I wish I could enjoy it more, I said at Thursday Night Pints, POTUS 12 is so fucking absurd already, this is comedy gold, has there ever been a moment in electoral history when every tool and gear and fool and fear has been so kayfabe? Huh, said D. Kayfabe, said L, he wrote a paper for me in a Kid's Lit class twenty years ago on professional wrestling: kayfabe, showing the marks the mechanisms by which they're being rubed. True, I said, and I've turned heel, unintentionally, I make a shitty heel cause I need to be face. You come off meaner than you mean to, said K. That's not it, said D, he comes off less mean than he means to be and that pisses people off. No, said L, he comes off as mean as he means to be but writes it in a way that doesn't mean to be as mean because he wants to be liked regardless. I'm sitting right here, I said. You are a shitty heel, said L, you don't embrace the role. I claim, I said, it's in the cause of kayfabe, then I got up and bought a round.

• We are all precarious.
• Drone on.
• Self-interest and the pathology of power.
• Homeowners thrown under the bus.
• Funny money.
• Oil wars.
• Krugman's obamapostasy will never be ready.
• When the going gets tough, the tough swing to the right.
• Franco is still dead.
• SMBIVA credo?
• Aggregating the responses to Hedges.
• She who is as shitty worries Frothy Mix a sexist pig. That's not quite true: She who is as shitty worries about the optics of Frothy Mix's sexist pigism; she no doubt agrees w/what Frothy's saying.
• My imminent future hell.
• How your cat is driving you crazy.
• Golfer stabbed in leg after trying to play through.
• Dive, motherfucker.
• This? Would be awesome.
• Deutschland is back to green.
• A reminder. Also too.
• When I get my cadillac.
• Sorry for behaving so badly.

WHEN ECSTASY IS INCONVENIENT

Lorine Niedecker

Feign a great calm;
all gay transport soon ends.
Chant: who knows—
flight's end or flight's beginning
for the resting gull?

Heart, be still.
Say there is money but it rusted;
say the time of moon is not right for escape.
It's the color in the lower sky 
too broadly suffused,
or the wind in my tie.

Know amazedly how
often one takes his madness
into his own hands
and keeps it.

Here's a Little Caboose of Soup for You

Busy. Read this post on talking w/obamapologists then watch the above a second time. Exchange roles, it's fun! Remember, I'm a cutter - my obamapostate's overbearingly obnoxious and zealous anger is at my past rubity, not yours, past or current. Links, poem, songs later, and by later I mean tomorrow. Also, shitty soup.

Holyfuck!

Major hat-tip to Dangerous Minds. Holyfuck.

There's Death by Taxi, by Blood Clot, by Slippery Rug. Death by Oops and Flood, by Drone and Gun

That's the new Chuck Prophet. Hey, guess what? American liberals dig drones, killing Muslim civilians: The sharpest edges of President Obama’s counterterrorism policy, including the use of drone aircraft to kill suspected terrorists abroad and keeping open the military prison at Guantanamo Bay, Cuba, have broad public support, including from the left wing of the Democratic Party... But fully 77 percent of liberal Democrats endorse the use of drones, meaning that Obama is unlikely to suffer any political consequences as a result of his policy in this election year. This is the centerpiece of this post, but what the fuck is there to say? There's a new Fucked Up song at post's bottom. Here's a new poem on top of an old poem.

• At the threshold of memory.
• Politics and the internet.
• Awesome bleggalgaze.
• Privacy death stars.
• United States of Fear.
• Feel the excitement of a clear choice. Of course Obama's going to be reelected.
• Sequel server.
• Super savage Sunday.
• On Hedges.
• Against Hedges.
• Reading Marx's Capital Vol 2 class one, class two.
• Eagleton on Raine.
• On William Carlos Williams.
• Winter Trees.
• The super power of Lizst.
• Wotan returns.
• Hey! Seb's band:

DEATH GETS INTO THE SUBURBS

Michelle Boisseau

It sweats into the tongue and groove
of redwood decks with a Tahoe view.
It slides under the truck where some knuckles

are getting banged up on a stuck nut.
It whirls in the egg whites. Among blacks
and whites spread evenly. Inside the chicken

factory, the Falcon 7x, and under the bridge.

There’s death by taxi, by blood clot, by slippery rug.
Death by oops and flood, by drone and gun.

Death with honor derides death without.
Realpolitik and offshore accounts
are erased like a thumb drive lost in a fire.

And the friendly crow sets out walnuts to pop under tires.

So let’s walk the ruins, let’s walk along the ocean
and listen to death’s undying devotion.

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UPDATE!





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The Hand That Puts Fish on the Saucer Has Changed, Too

That's Jess, who I never write about. She's younger than Sarah, older than Fleabus, eight, nine maybe? She's smart but bitter, resents Sarah and Fleabus and Stanley and Rose and Napoleon, torments Sarah since Sarah's old and is the only cat that can't kick Jess' ass. She doesn't meow or purr, she gacks and hisses. She walked up to me last night while I was reading and, for the first time ever, or at least since the last time that I've forgotten, made a please love me sound. You may or not have noticed, but I am making a conscious effort to be more tolerant towards all and everything that always piss me off, it's pissing people off; I'm not going to do the research, but I bet I say motherfucking crackers much less recently than I used to when I used to say it repeatedly every day. I picked her up, put her in my lap, rubbed her ears, she has beautiful green eyes. Stanley jumped on the sofa next to us, Jess hissed, ripped open a two inch gash in my right thigh leaping away.  

Here's Napoleon this morning in our dogwood tree.

• The first ad: who are the Nazis now?
• I am an Al-Q enabler!
• Obama's SOTU, authoritarian followership, civil society, part two.
• Obama, pragmatic hypocrite, I'm sure we'll be told.
• Vladimir Obama.
• Delusional psychopath deep in denial about criminal past. (That sentence from someone tweeting from New Left Project.)
• I swear to Baal, this is an actual headline on YFWP web as I type this: Romney Tries to Fend Off Santorum Surge as Three States Hold Contests.
• I confess, I'm still small enough to smile when Karl Rove gets pissy.
• Silk skin paws hang by both feet.
• If I'd known Madonna's halftime show would be a satanic ritual I might have watched.
• David Hockney's road home.
• This is true: I walk by a new book cart this morning, see a novel called Vaclav & Lena, three minutes later see this post of Biblioklept, went and grabbed the book.
• Here's 35 minutes of live PJ Harvey:

CAT IN AN EMPTY APARTMENT

Wislawa Szymborska
Translated by Stanislaw Baranczak and Clare Cavanagh

Die - you can't do that to a cat.
Since what can a cat do
in an empty apartment?
Climb the walls?
Rub up against the furniture?
Nothing seems different here,
but nothing is the same.
Nothing has been moved,
but there's more space.
And at nighttime no lamps are lit.

Footsteps on the staircase,
but they're new ones.
The hand that puts fish on the saucer
has changed, too.

Something doesn't start
as it's usual time.
Something doesn't happen
as it should.
Someone was always, always here,
then suddenly disappeared
and stubbornly stays disappeared.

Every closet has been examined.
Every shelf has been explored.
Excavations under the carpet turned up nothing.
A commandment was even broken:
papers scattered everywhere.
What remains to be done.
Just sleep and wait.

Just wait till he turns up,
just let him show his face.
Will he ever get a lesson
on what not to do to a cat.
Sidle towards him
as if unwilling
and ever so slow
on visibly offended paws,
and now leaps or squeals at least to start.

By the Clanking Behind His Descent

I was going to watch helmetball at this guy's place but I did have to work and I did (do) have a fever so I didn't watch helmetball. I was in the car driving to buy club soda and clementines when I heard Ken and Barbie Countrysinger professionally harmonize the horrible "America the Beautiful" and punched another station in before somebody sang the more horrible National Anthem. I saw twoots on twatter re: Super Bowl because you follow everything or nothing on twutter, I take it from twuuter the militantly homoerotic and IN YOUR FUCKING FACE PATRIARCHAL PATRIOTISM is still profitably mandatory. I think I did everybody a favor by not watching the Super Bowl by myself. Great sentence, fine metaphors abound.

One last reiteration for this year: In no order other than I'm going down the left blogrolls first, here are, as best I remember, the new additions since the last BAD: Nothing to Say and Saying It, Tom Clark, From Wine to Water, Stalin's Mustache, (Notes on) Politics, Theory & Photography, SOUTH/SOUTH, Written Word, Spoken Word, Departure Delayed, Your Man for Fun in Rapidan, Though Cowards Flinch, Big Bald Bastard, Leftwing Nutjob, Indiscriminate Dust, Anarchurious, I Ain't Drunk, Just Drinking, The Aboniblog, Pied Cow Blog, diary von davidly. Check them out. Be Kind.

• Finance, food, and force in U.S. foreign policy.
• When talk of war exceeds idle chatter.
• Runaway train.
• Fixing Hitler, and what we can do.
• Are conservatives more fearful than liberals?
• Go to the long paragraph beneath the quote, substitute Obama for Romney, liberal for conservative, viola.
• He is a frothy mix of fecal matter and lube.
• Einstein students issued flyers on overcoming homosexuality.
• Marion Berry says Little Danny Snyder suxxxxxx.
• I'd never seen this KITH skit until last night.
• Bernhard for those of you who do.
• 73 Morton Feldman albums.
• Beefheart MP3 from 1968.
• On Glass.
• Bill Callahan covers Leonard Cohen.
• Stream some Posies.
• Stream some Apache Dropout.
• Stream the new Shearwater.

EX MACHINA

Linda Gregorson

When love was a question, the message arrived

in the beak of a wire and plaster bird. The coloratura   

was hardly to be believed. For flight,

it took three stagehands: two

on the pulleys and one on the flute. And you   

thought fancy rained like grace.

Our fog machine lost in the Parcel Post, we improvised   

with smoke. The heroine dies of tuberculosis after all.   

Remorse and the raw night air: any plausible tenor

might cough. The passions, I take my clues

from an obvious source, may be less like climatic events   

than we conventionalize, though I’ve heard

of tornadoes that break the second-best glassware   

and leave everything else untouched.   

There’s a finer conviction than seamlessness

elicits: the Greeks knew a god

by the clanking behind his descent.

The heart, poor pump, protests till you’d think

it’s rusted past redemption, but

there’s tuning in these counterweights,   

celebration’s assembled voice.

And it does a dissolve into the look of a soccer field after a game—the last three or four players walk slowly away, their shin-guards muddy, their cleats caked, one player dragging a net bag full of soccer balls— the players seem to have known what it was all for yet now they look somehow depleted and aimless there at the field's far end

Saw that after the Chel$ki v Wrong United game today, and I'm reminded: Fuck helmetball. Right United's home opener five weeks from last night. I can't wait. Promo vid better with enhanced 102 fever app, yo.

Though here's the point of this post:

In no order other than I'm going down the left blogrolls first, here are, as best I remember, the new additions since the last BAD: Nothing to Say and Saying It, Tom Clark, From Wine to Water, Stalin's Mustache, (Notes on) Politics, Theory & Photography, SOUTH/SOUTH, Written Word, Spoken Word, Departure Delayed, Your Man for Fun in Rapidan, Though Cowards Flinch, Big Bald Bastard, Leftwing Nutjob, Indiscriminate Dust, Anarchurious, I Ain't Drunk, Just Drinking, The Aboniblog, Pied Cow Blog, diary von davidly. Check them out. Be Kind.





THE MISSING POEM

Mark Halliday

It would have been dark but not lugubrious. It would have been

fairly short but not slight. It would have contained a child

saying something inadvertently funny that was not said by my daughter,

something strangely like what your daughter or sister said once

if you could remember. The child's voice flies across

a small parking lot where, in one of the cars,

a man and a woman sit listening to the silence between them.

The child's voice probably hurts them momentarily

with a sense of beauty apparently very possible

yet somehow out of reach. In the missing poem this is

implied, conveyed, transmitted without being flatly said.

And it does a dissolve into the look of a soccer field

after a game—the last three or four players walk

slowly away, their shin-guards muddy, their cleats caked,

one player dragging a net bag full of soccer balls—

the players seem to have known what it was all for

yet now they look somehow depleted and aimless there

at the field's far end; and a block away on a wood-grainy porch

the eyes of a thin woman sixty-three years old search the shadows

in each passing car, as the poem recalls what she wants to recall.

Hours later the field is dark

 

and the hills are dark and later even Firehouse Pizza has closed.

In the missing poem all this pools into a sense of how much

we must cherish life; the world will not do it for us.

This idea, though, in the missing poem is not smarmy.

Remember when you got the news of the accident—

or the illness—in the life of someone

more laced into your life than you might have thought;

the cool flash of what serious is. Well,

the missing poem brings that. Meanwhile not seeming like

an imitation of Mark Strand or Mark Doty or Mark Jarman!

Yet not like just another Halliday thing either.

Instead it would feel like a new dimension of the world,

the real world we imagine. With lightness!

With weight and lightness and, on the hypothetical radio,

that certain song you almost forgot to love.

But I Do Not Know and Do Not Know and Clutch On

Good news/bad news: 102 degree fever. Hate the sore throat, love the dreams. Better news: just bought three tickets to see Magnetic Fields in Philadelphia on March 7, smack in the middle of Planet's Spring Break, the three of giving ourselves a holiday in the middle of Meh. While Planet and I are psyched about the show (and I still have three tickets available for the Magnetic Fields show in DC on Monday April 9 - though there is horrible news: motherfucking DeVotcka is opening, fucking shoot me - if anyone wants to go with us), Earthgirl is excited most about Van Gogh Up Close at the Philadelphia Museum of Art ($30 a pop: holywhathtefuck).

SOME LIKE POETRY

Wislawa Szymborska

Some--
that means not all.
Not even the majority of all but the minority.
Not counting the schools, where one must,
and the poets themselves, there will be perhaps two in a thousand.
Like--
but one also likes chicken noodle soup,
one likes compliments and the color blue, one likes an old scarf,
one likes to prove one's point,
one likes to pet a dog.

Poetry--
but what sort of thing is poetry?
More than one shaky answer
has been given to this question.
But I do not know and do not know and clutch on to it,
as to a saving bannister.

You Asked for Nothing, Why Don't You Share It

Stanley's butt has been professionally shaved by our new vet and balm applied to the rubbed raw skin about the pucker; he's embarrassed and uncomfortable in a much improved way. Rosie has (has had) a collapsed nostril and inflamed lymph nodes, a testament to the shittiness of our previous vets, the ones under whose care Rudy died in his sleep. The new vet, who has a giant cat named Shardik (yes, that Shardik, she confirmed), dosed Rosie with antibiotics and gave us hairball dissolvers to help end Rosie's diarrhea. The walk in the woods afterwards was wonderful.

Thanks for the Kind mentions of me and others by those participating in Blogroll Amnesty. As always, if you are Kinding me and me not you, please email me, and as always, thanks for reading. Regular programming resumes tomorrow, or not.

From Behind the Bush Sometimes Someone Still Unearths Rust-Eaten Arguments and Carries Them to the Garbage Pile

Dinner last night with Earthgirl's bestfriend and husband, very decent and Kind people, rote Democrats and supportive Obamabots. I went to dinner promising myself I'd not initiate a political discussion nor much more than nod and uh-huh if it was introduced by others: I knew that if an awkward silence fell on the conversation I could always reintroduce some discussion re: our respective daughters' freshman second semesters in college that would fill fifteen minutes. I kept the promise to myself, but when one of them said, I think it's important that Obama keep Iran from getting the Bomb even if it means war, I thought about saying, why shouldn't Iran have a nuclear weapon, it's surrounded on 360 degrees by nuclear weapons, American and surrogates, Iran's desire for a nuclear weapon beyond reasonable: by the same logic that those who have the weapons don't want Iran to have the weapons it would be lunacy for Iran to not want the weapons to discourage those who have the weapons from using them against Iran, and then I.... had another bite of excellent salmon nigiri. Other topics arose; more sushi was eaten.

Then I woke up this morning and read the motherfucking Park Police raided McPherson just before sunrise. In two hours I take Stanley and Rose to the vets to get their butts shaved and hopefully get advice on a better diet than Iams or Science Diet (that will no doubt cost double) that doesn't give them the runs that sticks to their hair. And then I'm going to go get lost in the woods.

Links tomorrow, or not. Remember, this is Blogroll Amnesty Weekend. Please scroll the blogrolls and click on something you've never read before, and be Kind yourself. Have another Szymborksa poem.


THE END AND THE BEGINNING

Wislawa Szymborksa
Translated by Joanna Trzeciak

After every war
someone has to clean up.
Things won't
straighten themselves up, after all.

Someone has to push the rubble
to the sides of the road,
so the corpse-laden wagons
can pass.

Someone has to get mired
in scum and ashes,
sofa springs,
splintered glass,
and bloody rags.

Someone must drag in a girder
to prop up a wall,
Someone must glaze a window,
rehang a door.

Photogenic it's not,
and takes years.
All the cameras have left
for another war.

Again we'll need bridges
and new railway stations.
Sleeves will go ragged
from rolling them up.

Someone, broom in hand,
still recalls how it was.
Someone listens
and nods with unsevered head.
Yet others milling about
already find it dull.

From behind the bush
sometimes someone still unearths
rust-eaten arguments
and carries them to the garbage pile.

Those who knew
what was going on here
must give way to
those who know little.
And less than little.
And finally as little as nothing.

In the grass which has overgrown
reasons and causes,
someone must be stretched out
blade of grass in his mouth
gazing at the clouds.

My Apologies to Chance for Calling It Necessity

Why are you in such a good mood, L accused me at Thursday Night Pints. It's true, I said, the past month's bad mood's been lanced, at least until it's back. I told them that United just signed a new designated player, an Albanian striker named Salihi (with the potential for lame Salahi jokes!) and suddenly, sullen just two weeks ago at United's offseason lassitude and the doom it suggested, I'm giddy at the idea of a front five of Salihi (if he's as successful at United as he's been everywhere else) and De Rossario and Boskovic and Pontius and Najar, it fills me with rubeful ruby rubyness of Baal-taunting optimism! Then I told them I got my 35th high school reunion summons last week - no, of course I'm not going, I said - then told them that just a couple of hours before meeting them I discovered this new Magnetic Fields video, then I told them an inside joke I won't share here that's had me laughing in awe at Serendipity ever since. OK, said D, you're buying tonight. Happily!

• Grid, not goal - Part One: Parenthood.
• No, please don't.
• A strange absolution.
• ISRAELI LEADERS: TIME IS RUNNING OUT TO STOP IRAN screams the headline across the top of YFWP's webpage as I type this sentence.
• And then runs an ode to American military glory by one of many motherfucking Kagan's.
• Bad faith.
• Obamapropaganda.
• Obamagah.
• 27 of 35.
• Willard Mitt Romney.
• Of course Romney's a fucker, but Krugman's obamapostasy will never come.
• Mitch and Stiffy.
• UPDATE! Dan reminds me today is BLOGROLL AMNESTY DAY! Be Kind.
• Gravity's Rainbow PDF.
• On Szymborksa.

UNDER A CERTAIN LITTLE STAR

Wislawa Szymborksa
Translated by Joanna Trzeciak

My apologies to chance for calling it necessity. 
My apologies to necessity in case I'm mistaken. 
Don't be angry, happiness, that I take you for my own. 
May the dead forgive me that their memory's but a flicker. 
My apologies to time for the quantity of world overlooked per second. 
My apologies to an old love for treating a new one as the first. 
Forgive me, far-off wars, for carrying my flowers home. 
Forgive me, open wounds, for pricking my finger. 
My apologies for the minuet record, to those calling out from the abyss. 
My apologies to those in train stations for sleeping soundly at five in the morning. 
Pardon me, hounded hope, for laughing sometimes. 
Pardon me, deserts, for not rushing in with a spoonful of water. 
And you, O hawk, the same bird for years in the same cage, 
staring, motionless, always at the same spot, 
absolve me even if you happen to be stuffed. 
My apologies to the tree felled for four table legs. 
My apologies to large questions for small answers. 
Truth, do not pay me too much attention. 
Solemnity, be magnanimous toward me. 
Bear with me, O mystery of being, for pulling threads from your veil. 
Soul, don't blame me that I've got you so seldom. 
My apologies to everything that I can't be everywhere. 
My apologies to all for not knowing how to be every man and woman. 
I know that as long as I live nothing can excuse me, 
since I am my own obstacle. 
Do not hold it against me, O speech, that I borrow weighty words, 
and then labor to make them light. 

The Moment He Walked on the Stage My Tail Began to Wag

New Magnetic Fields. *!!!* May not be safe for work.

I, the Dog of My Master

• I don't read much fiction and hardly any poetry in translation for all the old and wearisome reasons debated for centuries, but twenty years ago a friend (whose birthday I celebrated here last month) insisted I read Szymborksa saying, I know you don't read Polish, but she likes making up words like you do, so she's doubly untranslatable, and how could I refuse?
• The past under erasure?
• Obamafucker.
• Are you smarter than a Conservative?
• The Conservative backlash that isn't coming.
• Crass ornament.
• The Democrats that unleashed Wall Street.
• Francis Endofhistory Fukuyama asks, where's the uprising from the Left?
• On Judt's last book.
• She who is as shitty scolds Republicans for not eating their Romney.
• Revealing debate.
• Because.
• DC and Slowdive.
• Waiting for Wotan.
• Excellent and sorrowful playlist.
• Obscure Sound's best of January, w/sound.
• Bernhard, for those of you who do.
• Szymborksa on how (and how not to) write poetry.
• I tried to find Eva Cassidy's version of Ooh Child (see bullet below) but couldn't but did find Beth Orton's cover.
• Hamster reminded my Eva Cassidy born 49 years ago today:

MONOLOGUE OF A DOG ENSNARED IN HISTORY

Wislawa Szymborksa
Translated by Clare Cavanaugh and Stanislaw Barancak


There are dogs and dogs. I was among the chosen.
I had good papers and wolf's blood in my veins.
I lived upon the heights inhaling the odors of views:
meadows in sunlight, spruces after rain,
and clumps of earth beneath the snow.

I had a decent home and people on call,
I was fed, washed, groomed,
and taken for lovely strolls.
Respectfully, though, and comme il faut.
They all knew full well whose dog I was.

Any lousy mutt can have a master.
Take care, though - beware comparisons.
My master was a breed apart.
He had a splendid herd that trailed his every step
and fixed its eyes on him in fearful awe.

For me they always had smiles,
with envy poorly hidden.
Since only I had the right
to greet him with nimble leaps,
only I could say good-bye by worrying his trousers
      with my teeth.
Only I was permitted
to receive scratching and stroking
with my head laid in his lap.
Only I could feign sleep
while he bent over to whisper something.

He raged at others often, loudly.
He snarled, barked,
raced from wall to wall.
I suspect he liked only me
and nobody else, ever.

I also had responsibilities: waiting, trusting.
Since he would turn up briefly and then vanish.
What kept him down there in the lowlands, I don't know.
I guessed, though, it must be pressing business,
at least as pressing
as my battle with the cats
and everything that moves for no good reason.

There's fate and fate. Mine changed abruptly.
One spring came
and he wasn't there.
All hell broke loose at home.
Suitcases, chests, trunks crammed into cars.
The wheels squealed tearing downhill
and fell silent round the bend.

On the terrace scraps and tatters flamed,
yellow shirts, armbands with black emblems
and lots and lots of battered cartons
with little banners tumbling out.

I tossed and turned in this whirlwind
more amazed than peeved.
I felt unfriendly glances on my fur.
As if I were a dog without a master,
some pushy stray
chased downstairs with a broom.

Someone tore my silver-trimmed collar off,
someone kicked my bowl, empty for days.
Then someone else, driving away,
leaned out from the car
and shot me twice.

He couldn't even shoot straight,
since I died for a long time, in pain,
to the buzz of impertinent flies.
I, the dog of my master.

The Combination of Rain and Sunshine Always Finds Me Defeated, and Then Other Causes Come Along, Seeking Attribution

While I recognize now and turned cutter in response to how my rube has been manipulated with my gleeful consent by American tribalism in the service of capital for the past four decades, and while I accept that any suit elevated to POTUS serves at capital's and nothing but capital's behest, still:

Motherfucking crackers. I didn't say it would be easy, much less possible, to rid myself of the joy! of hating motherfucking crackers even if I accept the kayfabe that my hating motherfucking crackers works directly against my interest in pissing off motherfucking capital. Here's kayfabe: my effort at rejecting the insidious charade of tribalism while moving towards a more universal kind, at this early stage, involves me hating my old team more, not hating the other team less.

• Distancing evil, searching for rescue.
• For your reading pleasure.
• From building tents to building monuments.
• Troublesome little thing called facts.
• Too big to fail is too big to ignore.
• Claremont McKenna, the anti-Gambier, cheats for prestige.
• I can't post every worthy tirade against Komen, so here's one.
• UPDATE! Sasha recommends this Marcotte post on Komen's cowardice.
• Florida primary: the post-nuclear aftermath.
• Ron Paul's manifesto?
• On Matt Taibbi's hopey-changy bad hair day.
• When Chuckie met Bobo.
• Beautiful dreamer.
• On obamapologists.
• It's been awhile, but FUCK RAHM EMANUEL.
• Belward Farm!
• A brief history of blurbs.
• Riff on Kindle Fire.
• Letters to middle-aged poets.
• Exene is 56 today.

THE BICAMERAL EYEBALL

John Ashbery

No one noticed that it was midnight out.
The tools to make the tools were forthcoming.
It wasn’t so much that we were afraid of farting
as that other thieves had gotten wind of his maladdress.
She was startling in her new headdress.
Oodles of trolls performed the funeral litany—
hey, it wasn’t their turn at the foc’sle, so why
be perturbed ahead of time, and too late? The factory
whistle blew and released all the workers inside
who came crowding down along the pavement.

As though walking on stilts people blew up in amazement
like pieces of trash a wind desultorily lifts,
then returns for no visible reason. We were all tired
and happy, plodders on life’s great thoroughfare.
None of us were in it for the long haul, but paradoxically
all of us were, we just didn’t know it yet. But when I
looked over at her I could see why they meant sadness,
not from any bereavement, but growing like a stem
in otherwise barren ground. Oh, sure, there was plenty of majolica
on buffets in those days, chafing dishes with lids
to be lifted and then put back again. There were mild
pools in the woods far from any stream, and ant-size
buggies patrolling the slopes. Good thing for you
it was too. That they were there. Or just on the threshold
of being, like a dream. I told you not to be a gnat
about things, that sooner or later worrying would grow up
to become part of experience. It was just that you
seemed to believe me when I wasn’t being especially serious.

That, and the tens of revolutions to come. I say,
shall we go inside? The combination of rain and sunshine
always finds me defeated, and then other causes come along,
seeking attribution. Meanwhile if he matriculates
in one to ten years, who’s to say I’m not stodgy either?
It was all we could do, her and I, to keep from laughing
at his strife. Meanwhile the fire burned bright.
The maids grew petulant.
But I don’t care, really, none of us could
as long as time brings up the rear, placing a napkin,
folded just so, over the era and whatever it
thought it was up to. Now, doesn’t that make a lot of sense?